There’s a moment, when you finish a dance, before the audience applauds, where your heart sits in your throat from a combination of triumph, exhaustion, fear, and anticipation. It feels like nothing and like an eternity at the same time. Then, the audience bursts into raucous applause, and heart hammering against your ribs, you walk out and bow, and it’s over.
Kai lives for that moment, maybe. Jongin could live for that moment, too.
everything about this is perfect. so incredibly perfect.
OH GOD AND THEN. CAPTAIN SOCIAL SKILLS LOL AND JONGIN JUST ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT DANCE AND AND SEHUN AND THE TICKLING AND OMG
Jongin feels himself being pulled in, out of his fingers and toes, vision going less clear, and there’s a surge of panic. No, Jongin thinks, and he holds on for dear life, concentrating on Sehun’s pealing giggles in order to stay in this moment, and in control.
It’s a battle that only takes moments, but afterwards Jongin feels exhausted, and numb at the tips of his fingers and toes. But he wins. He wins.
HE WINS
HE WINS
OMG
AS;LDKGJALSKDG
Sehun is Jongin’s spot. Sehun is what keeps Jongin from losing his orientation.
A;LSKDJGALKSDG YES YES YES crying i love that it goes back to the whole spotting bit and UGH it's perfect i am just a mess of feels right now i love this so much
“When you’re just you,” Sehun says.
yes T_____T
But Jongin has his own Medora, and Jongin refuses to disappear beneath the tumultuous waves.
as;ldkjgalksdg
“Because you’re the only one who doesn’t seem to know who you are,” Kyungsoo says,
ohhhhh forever worrying kyungsoo ilu <3
Jongin looks in the mirror and Kai stares back at him, lips curled in a smirk and eyes alight with all the confidence Jongin lacks.
Kim Jongin is crazy.
oh my GOD this scene this scene is incredible and intense and i love every single word and a;lskdjgalskdga
Kai is there, lurking in the depths of his eyes, but he’s a part of Jongin. And maybe Jongin is crazy, and Kai was never real, but Jongin thinks he was-- is real, and Jongin’s just ready, now, to try being EXO-K’s lead dancer, and to be Kim Jongin, all by himself.
“Thank you,” Jongin says. “But that’s enough.”
He is light.
alskdjg;alskdjgas so much love
He can feel him, but now Jongin knows him. Now Jongin owns him, and instead of two people, Jongin thinks they can be one.
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Date: 2012-07-12 04:47 am (UTC)Kai lives for that moment, maybe. Jongin could live for that moment, too.
everything about this is perfect. so incredibly perfect.
OH GOD AND THEN. CAPTAIN SOCIAL SKILLS LOL AND JONGIN JUST ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT DANCE AND AND SEHUN AND THE TICKLING AND OMG
Jongin feels himself being pulled in, out of his fingers and toes, vision going less clear, and there’s a surge of panic. No, Jongin thinks, and he holds on for dear life, concentrating on Sehun’s pealing giggles in order to stay in this moment, and in control.
It’s a battle that only takes moments, but afterwards Jongin feels exhausted, and numb at the tips of his fingers and toes. But he wins. He wins.
HE WINS
HE WINS
OMG
AS;LDKGJALSKDG
Sehun is Jongin’s spot. Sehun is what keeps Jongin from losing his orientation.
A;LSKDJGALKSDG YES YES YES crying i love that it goes back to the whole spotting bit and UGH it's perfect i am just a mess of feels right now i love this so much
“When you’re just you,” Sehun says.
yes T_____T
But Jongin has his own Medora, and Jongin refuses to disappear beneath the tumultuous waves.
as;ldkjgalksdg
“Because you’re the only one who doesn’t seem to know who you are,” Kyungsoo says,
ohhhhh forever worrying kyungsoo ilu <3
Jongin looks in the mirror and Kai stares back at him, lips curled in a smirk and eyes alight with all the confidence Jongin lacks.
Kim Jongin is crazy.
oh my GOD this scene this scene is incredible and intense and i love every single word and a;lskdjgalskdga
Kai is there, lurking in the depths of his eyes, but he’s a part of Jongin. And maybe Jongin is crazy, and Kai was never real, but Jongin thinks he was-- is real, and Jongin’s just ready, now, to try being EXO-K’s lead dancer, and to be Kim Jongin, all by himself.
“Thank you,” Jongin says. “But that’s enough.”
He is light.
alskdjg;alskdjgas so much love
He can feel him, but now Jongin knows him. Now Jongin owns him, and instead of two people, Jongin thinks they can be one.
YES T____T