“I know,” Jongin says, and Sehun leans down and presses a kiss to Jongin’s forehead. His lips are sticky with gloss, and cool.
“I’m not sure you do,” Sehun says, and there’s something Jongin can’t quite read in his eyes.
sobbing i really can't anymore a;sldkgjasd also again i really really love your sehun :(
Even more frightening is the idea that Kai, one day, might not let Jongin come back.
oh god oh god oh god a;lskdgja;lsd no T____T
even if he doesn’t always manage to say Happy Birthday without blushing when he hands over a present he spent three hours agonizing over at the store.
omg this adorable loser this is so perfect like i can totally see him doing this ;~;
Jongin worries he will always need Kai.
T_________T
“I’m always thinking about you,” Sehun murmurs, and Jongin memorizes the words.
OH SEHUN <3 <3 <3 <3
It’s not my name, Jongin wants to say. It’s not my name and I don’t want it anymore.
“We’ll make an idol out of you yet,” Changmin says, and Jongin wants to throw up.
crying i can't it's so hurtful T______T
It’s Kai, not Jongin, who makes the first move, grabbing Sehun by his costume jacket and shoving him into the wall in the dressing room after everyone else has left.
oh my god
oh god this is all so hot and so beautfiully written like i am just staring like *O* at my screen ;alskdjgalskdgasdg it's perfect, so so so perfect i can't
It’s a frantic rhythm not unlike the score of Satie’s Parade; ballet to the tune of milk bottles, typewriters and foghorns that somehow sounds indescribably lovely.
BEAUTIFUL
This time, it’s Sehun who closes the distance, and Jongin’s heart breaks and puts itself back together, and Jongin wishes, achingly, that it were him stealing Sehun’s uneven breaths.
SCREAMING CRYING UGH NO JONGIN T_______T
i love EVERYTHING in promenade, everything. it's wonderful all the details and how jongin is so completely connected with ballet and how that like just seeps inot every other aspect of his life and ugh so gorgeous <3
Fact: Kim Jongin is starting to think he’d rather be alone all the time than have Kai lying in wait, prowling under the surface.
DDDD:
“Sehun,” Jongin says. “Do you think I could-“
“Yes,” Sehun says, and then Jongin is kissing him.
YES YESSSSS /sighs ugh this was all so fabulous and hot and gorgeous and i lovelovelove how you write the two of them together it is perfect and i am in SO MUCH LOVE T______T
They come like that, in their pajamas, kissing and tasting and thrusting into each other’s hips, and Jongin thinks it’s perfect, this pas de deux, because it’s them. Because it’s Kim Jongin and Oh Sehun together, and because it’s not Kai who is taking chances, it’s Jongin. It’s sloppy and off-rhythm and terribly uncoordinated, but Jongin thinks it’s the best dance he’s ever been a part of.
WEEPING <3
and ugh they're so cute with the aegyo and noona-killer and selfish maknae ahhhhh my heart my heart can't take this T___T
More and more, Jongin wants Kai to be nothing more than a name Jongin uses when he performs, and not a part of Jongin’s life that’s out of his hands.
OH GOOD
a;sldkgag i love the bit where jongin's wondering if kai is going to come out and he DOESN'T and how he feels so ALIVE because of it UGH IT'S SO GOOD
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Date: 2012-07-12 04:46 am (UTC)“I’m not sure you do,” Sehun says, and there’s something Jongin can’t quite read in his eyes.
sobbing i really can't anymore a;sldkgjasd also again i really really love your sehun :(
Even more frightening is the idea that Kai, one day, might not let Jongin come back.
oh god oh god oh god a;lskdgja;lsd no T____T
even if he doesn’t always manage to say Happy Birthday without blushing when he hands over a present he spent three hours agonizing over at the store.
omg this adorable loser this is so perfect like i can totally see him doing this ;~;
Jongin worries he will always need Kai.
T_________T
“I’m always thinking about you,” Sehun murmurs, and Jongin memorizes the words.
OH SEHUN <3 <3 <3 <3
It’s not my name, Jongin wants to say. It’s not my name and I don’t want it anymore.
“We’ll make an idol out of you yet,” Changmin says, and Jongin wants to throw up.
crying i can't it's so hurtful T______T
It’s Kai, not Jongin, who makes the first move, grabbing Sehun by his costume jacket and shoving him into the wall in the dressing room after everyone else has left.
oh my god
oh god this is all so hot and so beautfiully written like i am just staring like *O* at my screen ;alskdjgalskdgasdg it's perfect, so so so perfect i can't
It’s a frantic rhythm not unlike the score of Satie’s Parade; ballet to the tune of milk bottles, typewriters and foghorns that somehow sounds indescribably lovely.
BEAUTIFUL
This time, it’s Sehun who closes the distance, and Jongin’s heart breaks and puts itself back together, and Jongin wishes, achingly, that it were him stealing Sehun’s uneven breaths.
SCREAMING CRYING UGH NO JONGIN T_______T
i love EVERYTHING in promenade, everything. it's wonderful all the details and how jongin is so completely connected with ballet and how that like just seeps inot every other aspect of his life and ugh so gorgeous <3
Fact: Kim Jongin is starting to think he’d rather be alone all the time than have Kai lying in wait, prowling under the surface.
DDDD:
“Sehun,” Jongin says. “Do you think I could-“
“Yes,” Sehun says, and then Jongin is kissing him.
YES YESSSSS /sighs ugh this was all so fabulous and hot and gorgeous and i lovelovelove how you write the two of them together it is perfect and i am in SO MUCH LOVE T______T
They come like that, in their pajamas, kissing and tasting and thrusting into each other’s hips, and Jongin thinks it’s perfect, this pas de deux, because it’s them. Because it’s Kim Jongin and Oh Sehun together, and because it’s not Kai who is taking chances, it’s Jongin. It’s sloppy and off-rhythm and terribly uncoordinated, but Jongin thinks it’s the best dance he’s ever been a part of.
WEEPING <3
and ugh they're so cute with the aegyo and noona-killer and selfish maknae ahhhhh my heart my heart can't take this T___T
More and more, Jongin wants Kai to be nothing more than a name Jongin uses when he performs, and not a part of Jongin’s life that’s out of his hands.
OH GOOD
a;sldkgag i love the bit where jongin's wondering if kai is going to come out and he DOESN'T and how he feels so ALIVE because of it UGH IT'S SO GOOD