but Kai doesn’t have an answer, because Kai and Jongin are two people but no one else knows that.
oh god i'm just dying here T____T
EVERYTHING IN SPOTTING IS SO PERFECT JUST PRETEND I C/P IT ALL IN HERE OKAY? OKAY. <<3
He keeps his eyes locked on Sehun, and tries not to get dizzy as he spins.
but i'll c/p the last line in here anyway because ;ALSKDJGALKSD
i love all the bits of taekai in this too!! TAEKAI <3 and taemin telling him how it's not an insult ugh <3
Jongin wants to kiss him, but he never will.
ARUGH clawing at my face right now tbh
Their palms press against each other, and this is just as frightening, Jongin thinks, as stage-lights and cheers, but Jongin doesn’t want to shy away at all.
a;lskdjg;alskjdglaksjdgaksdjga
Sehun’s tightly gripping hand sends Jongin’s heart into perfectly executed pirouttes, finishing in an arabesque as Sehun smiles.
UGH UGH UGH sobbing i love this so much
Jongin is hiding from monsters under his blankets in the dark.
T____T poor baby i can't :(
Sehun scrunches his face up at him, and Jongin taps Sehun’s nose with the rounded side of the spoon and tries not to melt.
they are so cute ;~;
then UGH THIS WHOLE SCENE WITH KAI AND SUHO OMG and and SEHUN just how jongin notices him staring just omg
smoothing Sehun’s mouth with his thumb. Sehun shivers, breath hitching, and Kai’s heart, or Jongin’s, maybe, skips a beat; brisé.
Kai trembles beneath Jongin’s skin as Jongin returns Sehun’s stare. And yes, in this, Jongin and Kai are alike.
no really
o m g
i can't
Then Sehun looks at him from across the stage, and Jongin wonders if he’s lying to himself.
T____T
alskdjg;lasdg i love that jongin takes sehun to the ballet <3 <3 and Jongin loves that Sehun is so wrapped up in it, because Jongin is ballet is Jongin. because YES <3
Jongin subconsciously reaches up to straighten it. His fingertips brush the skin of Sehun’s neck, and he feels the bob of Sehun’s adam’s apple, and the hushed shiver of Sehun’s skin reminds Jongin that he’s too close.
screaming
lol at luhan and his indie films haha and i loved all the things that kai can do with sehun that jongin can't and ugh how jongin is afraid of meeting sehun's eyes ugh T__T
“You seem… unsettled,” Kyungsoo says. “Like you don’t quite fit into your own skin.”
ooh kyungsoo if only you knew :( and i just love him threatening to force feed jongin dumplings but being all worried <3
You’re beautiful, too, Jongin thinks, but Jongin is not Kai, and he says nothing at all.
a;lskjdglasg oh jongin :(
He can feel Kai, though, lurking just there, begging Jongin to turn around and look into Sehun’s eyes.
UGH kai just hiding behind in the shadows all the time is so creepy and terrifying and T___T
Sometimes, when Sehun reaches his hand down, palm up and inviting Kai to dance, Jongin wonders if he can see just a little bit of Jongin peeking out through Kai’s eyes, dressed all in white.
a;slkdjglaksd ugh the whole swan lake bit is just SO PERFECT with the whole fic and i am just dying here it is wonderful T___T
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Date: 2012-07-12 04:45 am (UTC)oh god i'm just dying here T____T
EVERYTHING IN SPOTTING IS SO PERFECT JUST PRETEND I C/P IT ALL IN HERE OKAY? OKAY. <<3
He keeps his eyes locked on Sehun, and tries not to get dizzy as he spins.
but i'll c/p the last line in here anyway because ;ALSKDJGALKSD
i love all the bits of taekai in this too!! TAEKAI <3 and taemin telling him how it's not an insult ugh <3
Jongin wants to kiss him, but he never will.
ARUGH clawing at my face right now tbh
Their palms press against each other, and this is just as frightening, Jongin thinks, as stage-lights and cheers, but Jongin doesn’t want to shy away at all.
a;lskdjg;alskjdglaksjdgaksdjga
Sehun’s tightly gripping hand sends Jongin’s heart into perfectly executed pirouttes, finishing in an arabesque as Sehun smiles.
UGH UGH UGH sobbing i love this so much
Jongin is hiding from monsters under his blankets in the dark.
T____T poor baby i can't :(
Sehun scrunches his face up at him, and Jongin taps Sehun’s nose with the rounded side of the spoon and tries not to melt.
they are so cute ;~;
then UGH THIS WHOLE SCENE WITH KAI AND SUHO OMG and and SEHUN just how jongin notices him staring just omg
smoothing Sehun’s mouth with his thumb. Sehun shivers, breath hitching, and Kai’s heart, or Jongin’s, maybe, skips a beat; brisé.
Kai trembles beneath Jongin’s skin as Jongin returns Sehun’s stare. And yes, in this, Jongin and Kai are alike.
no really
o m g
i can't
Then Sehun looks at him from across the stage, and Jongin wonders if he’s lying to himself.
T____T
alskdjg;lasdg i love that jongin takes sehun to the ballet <3 <3 and Jongin loves that Sehun is so wrapped up in it, because Jongin is ballet is Jongin. because YES <3
Jongin subconsciously reaches up to straighten it. His fingertips brush the skin of Sehun’s neck, and he feels the bob of Sehun’s adam’s apple, and the hushed shiver of Sehun’s skin reminds Jongin that he’s too close.
screaming
lol at luhan and his indie films haha and i loved all the things that kai can do with sehun that jongin can't and ugh how jongin is afraid of meeting sehun's eyes ugh T__T
“You seem… unsettled,” Kyungsoo says. “Like you don’t quite fit into your own skin.”
ooh kyungsoo if only you knew :( and i just love him threatening to force feed jongin dumplings but being all worried <3
You’re beautiful, too, Jongin thinks, but Jongin is not Kai, and he says nothing at all.
a;lskjdglasg oh jongin :(
He can feel Kai, though, lurking just there, begging Jongin to turn around and look into Sehun’s eyes.
UGH kai just hiding behind in the shadows all the time is so creepy and terrifying and T___T
Sometimes, when Sehun reaches his hand down, palm up and inviting Kai to dance, Jongin wonders if he can see just a little bit of Jongin peeking out through Kai’s eyes, dressed all in white.
a;slkdjglaksd ugh the whole swan lake bit is just SO PERFECT with the whole fic and i am just dying here it is wonderful T___T