;asfjslak so hi! this is @krissyeol (http://www.twitter.com/krissyeol) on twitter, n this is my lj account. BUT ANYWAYS. O M F G. YOU. you are just. how do i even begin to describe the utter perfection that is this fic omg. I was basically just weeping on im with another friend as i read this fic n just. EVERY LINE IN HERE IS QUOTABLE I SWEAR I JUST WANT TO PASTE EVERYTHING YOU TYPE BACK TO YOU. but obvsly that would just be spamming your journal since it'd take more than a few comments n probs very annoying so i will just choose a few favorites WHICH IS VERY HARD LET ME TELL U BCUZ EVERY LINE IN HERE IS MY FAVORITE.
Kai is strong, and Jongin is strong too, but Kai is louder and simpler and exactly what everyone wants, and Jongin is counting his steps and just trying his best not to lose himself in the swell.
THIS IS HOW I'VE ALWAYS IMAGINED WHY KAI EXISTS IN THE FIRST PLACE N THIS SENTENCE PHRASED IT BEAUTIFULLY
“I’m always thinking about you,” Sehun murmurs, and Jongin memorizes the words.
RIP MY HEART OUT N TAKE IT Y DON'T U
More and more, Jongin wants Kai to be nothing more than a name Jongin uses when he performs, and not a part of Jongin’s life that’s out of his hands.
SOBBING
“That’s not what I mean, at all,” Sehun says mysteriously, and Jongin means to question him, but then Sehun circles Jongin’s wrist with his hand, middle finger resting on right on Jongin’s pulse, and Jongin even forgets to breathe.
SEHUN. S E H U N .
Jongin realizes, all of a sudden, he’s watching not doing. He feels a sickening lurch of loss that’s not physical at all, because he has no body, but it just as real and just as powerful. No, he thinks. No.
A;FJA;LFJA;SFJA;LFJA;LSFDJA;LFDJA
And Jongin could live with Kai having everything else, but this moment, here and now… he can’t have this.
TEARS
“Excuse me, Captain Social Skills,” Chanyeol says, after he yanks the earbud out of Jongin’s ear, “but sitting in the living room with all of us while we watch TV with your headphones playing music does not count as ‘spending time together’.”
SOBBING CHANYEOL IN THIS.
“I want my life back,” Jongin says.
OMG MY HEART. IT HURTS. I CAN'T EVEN A;DFJA;LFJSA
“Thank you,” Jongin says. “But that’s enough.”
A;DJAF;AJFA TEARS ALL OVER JONGIN IS FINALLY JUST THAT. /JONGIN/. N JUST. TEARS. TEARSSSSS
n that scene where u described how jongin n kai switch is like swimming. ;ASLDFJALF THAT IS BEAUTIFUL HOW DOES YOUR MIND EVEN COME UP WITH THAT YOU R SO AMAZING NNNRGGG A;SLDFJA;FJA
n idk if you've noticed on twitter but i was basically weeping all over your characterization of sehun bcuz this is just exactly how i've always imagined him to be n just. HE'S RLY PERFECT HERE OK. your sehun is just so lovely n he always knows the right thing to do or say to jongin without being pushy n just. a;ldfja;fj I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOUR SEHUN ((N THE SEHUN IN RL TOO OFC)).
jfc idek if this is over the cmnts limit yet so i will stop now but just. I JUST WANT U TO KNOW I LOVED THIS FIC A LOT. N THIS IS PROBS THE LONGEST CMNT I'VE EVER WRITTEN FOR ANY FIC SO FEEL SPECIAL OK. ILU N I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE ON MY TLIST EVEN THO I DIDN'T KNOW WHEN WE ADDED EACH OTHER HOW AMAZING U R AT WRITING FICS LMAO.
lots of ♥ to close off this cmnt for u. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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Date: 2012-07-12 02:38 am (UTC);asfjslak so hi! this is @krissyeol (http://www.twitter.com/krissyeol) on twitter, n this is my lj account. BUT ANYWAYS. O M F G. YOU. you are just. how do i even begin to describe the utter perfection that is this fic omg. I was basically just weeping on im with another friend as i read this fic n just. EVERY LINE IN HERE IS QUOTABLE I SWEAR I JUST WANT TO PASTE EVERYTHING YOU TYPE BACK TO YOU. but obvsly that would just be spamming your journal since it'd take more than a few comments n probs very annoying so i will just choose a few favorites WHICH IS VERY HARD LET ME TELL U BCUZ EVERY LINE IN HERE IS MY FAVORITE.
Kai is strong, and Jongin is strong too, but Kai is louder and simpler and exactly what everyone wants, and Jongin is counting his steps and just trying his best not to lose himself in the swell.
THIS IS HOW I'VE ALWAYS IMAGINED WHY KAI EXISTS IN THE FIRST PLACE N THIS SENTENCE PHRASED IT BEAUTIFULLY
“I’m always thinking about you,” Sehun murmurs, and Jongin memorizes the words.
RIP MY HEART OUT N TAKE IT Y DON'T U
More and more, Jongin wants Kai to be nothing more than a name Jongin uses when he performs, and not a part of Jongin’s life that’s out of his hands.
SOBBING
“That’s not what I mean, at all,” Sehun says mysteriously, and Jongin means to question him, but then Sehun circles Jongin’s wrist with his hand, middle finger resting on right on Jongin’s pulse, and Jongin even forgets to breathe.
SEHUN. S E H U N .
Jongin realizes, all of a sudden, he’s watching not doing. He feels a sickening lurch of loss that’s not physical at all, because he has no body, but it just as real and just as powerful. No, he thinks. No.
A;FJA;LFJA;SFJA;LFJA;LSFDJA;LFDJA
And Jongin could live with Kai having everything else, but this moment, here and now… he can’t have this.
TEARS
“Excuse me, Captain Social Skills,” Chanyeol says, after he yanks the earbud out of Jongin’s ear, “but sitting in the living room with all of us while we watch TV with your headphones playing music does not count as ‘spending time together’.”
SOBBING CHANYEOL IN THIS.
“I want my life back,” Jongin says.
OMG MY HEART. IT HURTS. I CAN'T EVEN A;DFJA;LFJSA
“Thank you,” Jongin says. “But that’s enough.”
A;DJAF;AJFA TEARS ALL OVER JONGIN IS FINALLY JUST THAT. /JONGIN/. N JUST. TEARS. TEARSSSSS
n that scene where u described how jongin n kai switch is like swimming. ;ASLDFJALF THAT IS BEAUTIFUL HOW DOES YOUR MIND EVEN COME UP WITH THAT YOU R SO AMAZING NNNRGGG A;SLDFJA;FJA
n idk if you've noticed on twitter but i was basically weeping all over your characterization of sehun bcuz this is just exactly how i've always imagined him to be n just. HE'S RLY PERFECT HERE OK. your sehun is just so lovely n he always knows the right thing to do or say to jongin without being pushy n just. a;ldfja;fj I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOUR SEHUN ((N THE SEHUN IN RL TOO OFC)).
jfc idek if this is over the cmnts limit yet so i will stop now but just. I JUST WANT U TO KNOW I LOVED THIS FIC A LOT. N THIS IS PROBS THE LONGEST CMNT I'VE EVER WRITTEN FOR ANY FIC SO FEEL SPECIAL OK. ILU N I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE ON MY TLIST EVEN THO I DIDN'T KNOW WHEN WE ADDED EACH OTHER HOW AMAZING U R AT WRITING FICS LMAO.
lots of ♥ to close off this cmnt for u. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥