how jongin is so fucking terrible at feelings and words and always says horrible, mean things that aren't what he actually wants to say but he doesn't know how to say what he wants to say. everytime jongin started talking in the fic i was like ‘NOOOOOO, NO STOP, YOU’RE GOING TO SAY IT ALL WRONG’ and then he was terrible at it and i loved him more ;n;
and now i am just going to make a list of all the things i enjoyed about this a lot bc i still have more feelings: the soda flavour that jongin liked and how chanyeol knew it but jongin's too stupid to understand that chanyeol doesn't want anything but people's attention/love in return for him doing things for them and how that turned into something chanyeol obsessed over because he needed jongin to take the soda can AND HOW AT THE END JONGIN CONFESSED THAT HE WANTED A SODA CAN EVERYDAY OH NO NAV'S CRYING NOW i just fucking love it when you use motifs like that sobs. the scene where they're sitting in junmyeon+sehun's room watching the movie and is basically them actually talking about how they feel for once and just so openly and jongin is so fond of chanyeol in that moment and amazed and just. just wow i loved it a lot okay;;;;; also, also, wu fan and baekhyun being the perfect friends and each giving chanyeol advice (duizhang was useless, seriously) but baek :((( oh, he's just so good to chanyeol and everytime he cheered chanyeol up and was there for him and just their whole friendship was lovely and i loved his tuperware metaphor IT WAS SO GREAT BYUN BAEKHYUN YOU ARE A+ of course, all the ot6 moments are perfect and awesome and sehun, i fucking love sehun's shitty commentary, he is so unhelpful and i love him for it. ALSO the scene after they both pass out and are at the hospital and chanyeol is just clinging to jongin oh my god i thought i was going to die from sheer joy and bubbley feels bc yes all the cuddling thankyouverymuch. and all the sex, all the sex was so great and jongin being able to feel that chanyeol was thinking about him as he was trying to jack off ohmygod. i just liked it a lot whenever jongin was nice to chanyeol and affectionate and ;___________________;
and ok, OK, i knew why you did the whole removing the bond thing because it was important they realised their feelings as just their own feelings and not something the bond gave to them and how jongin could choose that he wanted chanyeol and it was all very important and incredibly well done BUT IT STILL HURT SO MUCH OKAY ;n; i was like "but no maia why whhhyyyyyy" except duh, very obvious reasons why. I JUST, CHANYEOL'S NOT ALLOWED TO BE SAD OKAY :( IT HURTS TOO MUCH.
LIKE IDK IF I CAN EVER WRITE THEM NOW BC YOU'VE WRITTEN IT ALL. IT'S SO PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL AND I WANT TO ROLL AROUND IN THIS FOREVER :((((((
THANKYOU SO SO SO MUCH, YOU ARE THE ABSOLUTE BEST AND I AM GOING TO GO CRY INTO MY PILLOW NOW BC I READ IT ALL AND I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND READ IT AGAIN WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. :(
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and now i am just going to make a list of all the things i enjoyed about this a lot bc i still have more feelings: the soda flavour that jongin liked and how chanyeol knew it but jongin's too stupid to understand that chanyeol doesn't want anything but people's attention/love in return for him doing things for them and how that turned into something chanyeol obsessed over because he needed jongin to take the soda can AND HOW AT THE END JONGIN CONFESSED THAT HE WANTED A SODA CAN EVERYDAY OH NO NAV'S CRYING NOW i just fucking love it when you use motifs like that sobs. the scene where they're sitting in junmyeon+sehun's room watching the movie and is basically them actually talking about how they feel for once and just so openly and jongin is so fond of chanyeol in that moment and amazed and just. just wow i loved it a lot okay;;;;; also, also, wu fan and baekhyun being the perfect friends and each giving chanyeol advice (duizhang was useless, seriously) but baek :((( oh, he's just so good to chanyeol and everytime he cheered chanyeol up and was there for him and just their whole friendship was lovely and i loved his tuperware metaphor IT WAS SO GREAT BYUN BAEKHYUN YOU ARE A+ of course, all the ot6 moments are perfect and awesome and sehun, i fucking love sehun's shitty commentary, he is so unhelpful and i love him for it. ALSO the scene after they both pass out and are at the hospital and chanyeol is just clinging to jongin oh my god i thought i was going to die from sheer joy and bubbley feels bc yes all the cuddling thankyouverymuch. and all the sex, all the sex was so great and jongin being able to feel that chanyeol was thinking about him as he was trying to jack off ohmygod. i just liked it a lot whenever jongin was nice to chanyeol and affectionate and ;___________________;
and ok, OK, i knew why you did the whole removing the bond thing because it was important they realised their feelings as just their own feelings and not something the bond gave to them and how jongin could choose that he wanted chanyeol and it was all very important and incredibly well done BUT IT STILL HURT SO MUCH OKAY ;n; i was like "but no maia why whhhyyyyyy" except duh, very obvious reasons why. I JUST, CHANYEOL'S NOT ALLOWED TO BE SAD OKAY :( IT HURTS TOO MUCH.
LIKE IDK IF I CAN EVER WRITE THEM NOW BC YOU'VE WRITTEN IT ALL. IT'S SO PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL AND I WANT TO ROLL AROUND IN THIS FOREVER :((((((
THANKYOU SO SO SO MUCH, YOU ARE THE ABSOLUTE BEST AND I AM GOING TO GO CRY INTO MY PILLOW NOW BC I READ IT ALL AND I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND READ IT AGAIN WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. :(
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