SOBS MAIA okay first of all, Ernst Haas is one of my favorite photographers. Ever. His photographs are a visual experience and you just starting with a quote from him gave me chills??
Okay and I get so many feels just from Yixing holding a film camera with familiar hands and the woman he wanted to take a photograph of---I am just that every time I take public transportation but I never have the courage.
That’s enough for today, Yixing thinks. He’s got rolls of undeveloped film at home. That’s enough for today. sobs
He can hear the movement of the film as he takes two more pictures... I'm just sighing. I feel like taking out my film camera tomorrow to a stupid not-pretty office and take photos of whatever. White tables. Idk. ;_;
omg did you just make Yixing a film snob though lmao who is a prodigy?? who won awards?? you are killing me here. and he's 23 in this story. a top photographer. brb kms
...“Maybe you should sneeze loudly and publically into your right hand,” Lu Han says. DUMBBBBLMFAO
kshfkl i have to like. stop now. will edit with more comments sigh i love you
... Yixing... feels tugged. Like his camera is out of focus and he needs a bit more light. Like maybe moving closer will bring those eyes into the right perspective. He clenches his hands into fists.
Yixing hates Kris for knowing him so well.
CREYS ALL MY CREYS KDSFLDKHFKSFFHSKDL;HF maia you just write so well--that pot with water analogy was so good i just augh.
The value scale along which he glitters beneath the ballroom lights. sigh.....
Kai is surprised into a laugh. It’s strange, because for a moment, Kai seems to bust into color. Yixing is hyper aware of the pink of his lips and the brown of his eyes and the gold of his skin where it’s darker around the knuckles of his fingers. sighs more. GOD. I love it when writing describes something as hyper aware. sigh sighhhhhdklsjfhldkshfkdsf
"You want a moment of someone lost in thought, or just starting to laugh, or about to wrap up a good cry." Yixing wants his camera. "Anything else is boring." i hate you ;___;
“But you know how. Everyone’s seen ‘Tears Airport’.” i'm going to kill you. my pillow. something. augh.
Because between black and white are hundreds of shades and tones, and capturing the subtle differences is something Yixing finds joy in. so I may have started crying at this point. you paint yixing so well and augh. i actually know someone who is like him--only does black and white film photographs. but that guy's an ass even if he's good-looking lmao. i don't know. every word right now makes me want to hold my camera. ;_;
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Okay and I get so many feels just from Yixing holding a film camera with familiar hands and the woman he wanted to take a photograph of---I am just that every time I take public transportation but I never have the courage.
That’s enough for today, Yixing thinks. He’s got rolls of undeveloped film at home. That’s enough for today. sobs
He can hear the movement of the film as he takes two more pictures... I'm just sighing. I feel like taking out my film camera tomorrow to a stupid not-pretty office and take photos of whatever. White tables. Idk. ;_;
omg did you just make Yixing a film snob though lmao who is a prodigy?? who won awards?? you are killing me here. and he's 23 in this story. a top photographer. brb kms
...“Maybe you should sneeze loudly and publically into your right hand,” Lu Han says. DUMBBBBLMFAO
kshfkl i have to like. stop now. will edit with more comments
sigh i love you
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Yixing... feels tugged. Like his camera is out of focus and he needs a bit more light. Like maybe moving closer will bring those eyes into the right perspective. He clenches his hands into fists.
Yixing hates Kris for knowing him so well.
CREYS ALL MY CREYS KDSFLDKHFKSFFHSKDL;HF maia you just write so well--that pot with water analogy was so good i just augh.
The value scale along which he glitters beneath the ballroom lights. sigh.....
Kai is surprised into a laugh. It’s strange, because for a moment, Kai seems to bust into color. Yixing is hyper aware of the pink of his lips and the brown of his eyes and the gold of his skin where it’s darker around the knuckles of his fingers. sighs more. GOD. I love it when writing describes something as hyper aware. sigh sighhhhhdklsjfhldkshfkdsf
"You want a moment of someone lost in thought, or just starting to laugh, or about to wrap up a good cry." Yixing wants his camera. "Anything else is boring." i hate you ;___;
“But you know how. Everyone’s seen ‘Tears Airport’.” i'm going to kill you. my pillow. something. augh.
Because between black and white are hundreds of shades and tones, and capturing the subtle differences is something Yixing finds joy in. so I may have started crying at this point. you paint yixing so well and augh. i actually know someone who is like him--only does black and white film photographs. but that guy's an ass even if he's good-looking lmao. i don't know. every word right now makes me want to hold my camera. ;_;