Sehun thinks this might be love, but he’s not sure it’s supposed to feel this terrible. But then Lu Han smiles, and Sehun doesn’t think he’s ever seen something so beautiful, and he moves a little closer.
THIS HIT ME IN THE FEELS REALLY HARD T_______________T <3
“It’s cold, now,” Sehun says, instead of answering, and Lu Han goes silent. “It’s cold here, too,” he says, after a while, and Sehun’s heart trips and stumbles and crashes and burns, and neither of them talk about the fact that it’s summer, air so sticky-hot the world might melt.
But why T________T You say that I always comment on the things you wanted the reader to feel/notice but really it's the other way around. I hate that you always write everything I feel.
Sometimes Sehun needs words from Lu Han, though. He checks his email, and there’s nothing. M is busy. Sehun knows that. He just wants to know where Lu Han is. What Lu Han is doing. I miss you, he writes, and sends the mail. When he wakes up in the morning, there’s a reply from Lu Han. It’s just a smiley face, but it’s enough to make Sehun’s heart skip a beat.
BUT MAIA I CAN'T WITH ALL THESE FEELS WHY IS THIS FIC EVERYTHING TERRIBLE INSIDE MY HEAD WHY WHY WHY
“Sehun is okay,” he repeats, and Tao offers him a drag of his cigarette, and this time, for the first time, Sehun takes him up on it.
bb come here let me hold you i understand everything it's going to be okay maybe T___T <333
Lu Han kisses him gently, like he thinks Sehun will say no, but Sehun pushes closer, sucking Lu Han’s lower lip into his mouth and tasting the moon and the stars.
I love this sentence. Am absolutely in love with it. ALSO THE REST OF THE FIC T_______T perfect <3
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But then Lu Han smiles, and Sehun doesn’t think he’s ever seen something so beautiful, and he moves a little closer.
THIS HIT ME IN THE FEELS REALLY HARD T_______________T <3
“It’s cold, now,” Sehun says, instead of answering, and Lu Han goes silent.
“It’s cold here, too,” he says, after a while, and Sehun’s heart trips and stumbles and crashes and burns, and neither of them talk about the fact that it’s summer, air so sticky-hot the world might melt.
But why T________T
You say that I always comment on the things you wanted the reader to feel/notice but really it's the other way around. I hate that you always write everything I feel.
Sometimes Sehun needs words from Lu Han, though. He checks his email, and there’s nothing. M is busy. Sehun knows that. He just wants to know where Lu Han is. What Lu Han is doing.
I miss you, he writes, and sends the mail.
When he wakes up in the morning, there’s a reply from Lu Han. It’s just a smiley face, but it’s enough to make Sehun’s heart skip a beat.
BUT MAIA I CAN'T WITH ALL THESE FEELS
WHY IS THIS FIC EVERYTHING TERRIBLE INSIDE MY HEAD WHY WHY WHY
“Sehun is okay,” he repeats, and Tao offers him a drag of his cigarette, and this time, for the first time, Sehun takes him up on it.
bb come here let me hold you i understand everything it's going to be okay maybe T___T <333
Lu Han kisses him gently, like he thinks Sehun will say no, but Sehun pushes closer, sucking Lu Han’s lower lip into his mouth and tasting the moon and the stars.
I love this sentence. Am absolutely in love with it.
ALSO THE REST OF THE FIC T_______T perfect <3