That Lu Han would let Sehun bind their wrists together with rope, or stitch them together skin to skin with a long thin needle and surgical thread.

Then he goes to the bathroom and throws up because wanting has made him sick.

T_______T T________T T_________T T______T no, this is perfect, because i'm actually pretty sure that's what he's thinking, sometimes. sehun i mean. the look in his eyes.

fixes his eyes on a wall instead

yep, that

I’m not moping,” Sehun replies. “I’m just thinking.”

“Don’t hurt yourself,” Jongin replies, and Sehun throws an apple at his head.

i'm in love

Sehun feels like a child. Maybe Sehun just is a child, because he wants to throw a tantrum until he gets what he wants.

Sehun wants to keep Lu Han, but Sehun’s heartbreakingly sure now that Lu Han doesn’t want to be kept.