Your piece of art leaves me in a sea of emotions, infatuation and everything in between. Reading this at 3 in the morning helps a lot too. Because now that everything is so quiet, I've got all the right in the world to let your words get sunk into my heart.
Ballet is my childhood. I love how the whole ballet thing is so draining but still you keep coming back for more and it just never leaves you. It was draining for me, to the point it felt felonious on some particular days when my toes were bleeding more than usual and all my senses and my whole body just fell limp. The pain, the burning passion and a dash of my teacher's rage when one of us was too tired to move made ballet strangely but not any less beautifully addictive.
Am I off the track already?
Just, Jongin or Kai, he's just beautiful all the same. I wish I had something nice to say to you because the amount of love I'm sure you'd put in this piece is great. I'm just plain speechless, you know, the feeling you get when you're too emotionally attached to somebody you can only see through rose-colored spectacles.
And Sehun here, Sehun here is perfect. Sehun, who seems indifferent is just as much delicate. He who has this power of lifting Jongin off the ground, making Jongin nauseated and giving him those imaginary butterflies, also is capable of keeping Jongin grounded and stay true and truer to who Jongin really is (which includes Jongin alone, Jongin when he lets Kai in and a mix of parallel Jongin and Kai). If ballet is Jongin’s first love, then Oh Sehun is Jongin’s second, even bigger love. I just want to cry at the perfection tbh. First love is memorable, but usually it takes the second love to leave the great impact on your point of view . And that I know Jongin's world is pretty much involved around Sehun, I couldn't be happier for them.
I'm in a daze.
I can't even bring myself to spazz like I always do in other fics with my stupid abbreviations because this is one serious piece and you wrote about ballet and Sekai which happens to be two of my most favorite things. I feel so proud to be able to feel ballet. And I'm sorry that you will have to read this lame comment. Thank you ;~;
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Ballet is my childhood. I love how the whole ballet thing is so draining but still you keep coming back for more and it just never leaves you. It was draining for me, to the point it felt felonious on some particular days when my toes were bleeding more than usual and all my senses and my whole body just fell limp. The pain, the burning passion and a dash of my teacher's rage when one of us was too tired to move made ballet strangely but not any less beautifully addictive.
Am I off the track already?
Just, Jongin or Kai, he's just beautiful all the same. I wish I had something nice to say to you because the amount of love I'm sure you'd put in this piece is great. I'm just plain speechless, you know, the feeling you get when you're too emotionally attached to somebody you can only see through rose-colored spectacles.
And Sehun here, Sehun here is perfect. Sehun, who seems indifferent is just as much delicate. He who has this power of lifting Jongin off the ground, making Jongin nauseated and giving him those imaginary butterflies, also is capable of keeping Jongin grounded and stay true and truer to who Jongin really is (which includes Jongin alone, Jongin when he lets Kai in and a mix of parallel Jongin and Kai). If ballet is Jongin’s first love, then Oh Sehun is Jongin’s second, even bigger love. I just want to cry at the perfection tbh. First love is memorable, but usually it takes the second love to leave the great impact on your point of view . And that I know Jongin's world is pretty much involved around Sehun, I couldn't be happier for them.
I'm in a daze.
I can't even bring myself to spazz like I always do in other fics with my stupid abbreviations because this is one serious piece and you wrote about ballet and Sekai which happens to be two of my most favorite things. I feel so proud to be able to feel ballet. And I'm sorry that you will have to read this lame comment. Thank you ;~;