I'm terrible at expressing myself outside of fic, so you're beating me! I'm interested that you could relate to Jongin's struggle-- I think most people, to a lesser extreme, have occasional doubts as to who they are and what they want. In Jongin, here, it's just magnified-- exaggerated to show a starker picture.

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--Maia