I think this is the first time that I dont have idea how to put my thoughts into words even tho they are there in my head.
I loved this, I cant even explain how but it was really good and very loved by me..
see even I cant even write in any language.
I have nausea now..because it was so good. and I felt so connected to Jongin.. in a way. I been through something similar like that..but with 2 different people if I should say and it was like looking at me but not really. and It was like...reading a bible that describes humanity but not really..
Im so glad Jongin didnt lose himself, and Im so glad he has the balance now.
I dont even know what Im trying to say..
I dont even know how to tell you how much this changed my perspective in Jongin and Kai and even how it opened my eyes to my personal life..
and the ballet and the facts and the everything was just amazing.
What to do..
Idk. Ill just stick with this comment and see if tomorrow i can really say something worth reading