“That’s not what I mean, at all,” Sehun says mysteriously,
AND SEHUN UGH SEHUN AND HOW HE KNOWS BUT NOT QUITE AND IS JUST THERE WITH HIS WONDERFUL SELF ilhim :(
AND OH OKAY SEX IN THE KITCHEN UM YES I AM JUST DYING OVER HERE DON'T MIND ME UM A;LSKDGJALSKDGA and no no nooooo at kai worming his way back in and i really really love how you keep writing the way they switch from one to the other it's so perfect and jongin's reactions to realizing it's happening and not stopping it UGH T____T
but YES he comes back and it's good and THEN LOL CHANYEOL ASKING WHY THE TABLE'S SO CLEAN AND SEHUN OMG I WAS SRSLY ROFL-ING HERE
oh boys XD
Jongin, for the first time, realizes that he completely resents that Kai came at all.
yes yes as you should!!
Jongin thinks he looks a bit like an angel.
T______T
“That must be crowded,” Sehun says, a laugh in his voice, and Jongin can feel Sehun’s fingernails scraping along his scalp, and Kai can have everything else but he can’t have this.
a;sldkgjalsdg sehun is adorable and i do love how almost-close-but-not-quite jongin gets to admitting his weird kai/jongin thing to sehun <3 and yes at the whole not wanting kai to have any of this!! <3
Sehun leans down and kisses him, a light touch of lips to lips, as fluttering and ephemeral as a butterfly.
tiny kisses that seem to leave marks that tingle long after he’s moved on, and this, Jongin thinks, is tombé, the act of falling
so pretty *______*
And Jongin could live with Kai having everything else, but this moment, here and now… he can’t have this.
damn right he can't <3
So in a lot of ways, ballet is Jongin’s first love.
If ballet is Jongin’s first love, then Oh Sehun is Jongin’s second, even bigger love.
ahhhhhh i love this a lot a lot a lot
Jongin looks up at Sehun like Sehun is the heavens, and Sehun looks down at him like he’s the earth, and Jongin spins in fouetté en tournant, and they go round and round each other in a dance that Jongin thinks is better than any choreo he’s ever been taught.
AND THIS CRYING UGH I LOVE EVERYTHING I JUST WANT TO C/P IT ALL IN HERE (like i haven't already been doing that um >__>)
“You,” Jongin says, and Kai lurks at the edges of Jongin’s vision but Jongin doesn’t want to share, “make me want to stay.”
;~~~~~~;
Jongin wants to say ‘I love you’ in every way, all by himself.
oh jongin a;lskdjgalsdg T___T
Sometimes Jongin’s not sure who Sehun likes better, Jongin or Kai.
Fact: Most of the time, Jongin is pretty sure the one Sehun likes better is him, although, in the end, it’s hard to say.
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AND SEHUN UGH SEHUN AND HOW HE KNOWS BUT NOT QUITE AND IS JUST THERE WITH HIS WONDERFUL SELF ilhim :(
AND OH OKAY SEX IN THE KITCHEN UM YES I AM JUST DYING OVER HERE DON'T MIND ME UM A;LSKDGJALSKDGA and no no nooooo at kai worming his way back in and i really really love how you keep writing the way they switch from one to the other it's so perfect and jongin's reactions to realizing it's happening and not stopping it UGH T____T
but YES he comes back and it's good and THEN LOL CHANYEOL ASKING WHY THE TABLE'S SO CLEAN AND SEHUN OMG I WAS SRSLY ROFL-ING HERE
oh boys XD
Jongin, for the first time, realizes that he completely resents that Kai came at all.
yes yes as you should!!
Jongin thinks he looks a bit like an angel.
T______T
“That must be crowded,” Sehun says, a laugh in his voice, and Jongin can feel Sehun’s fingernails scraping along his scalp, and Kai can have everything else but he can’t have this.
a;sldkgjalsdg sehun is adorable and i do love how almost-close-but-not-quite jongin gets to admitting his weird kai/jongin thing to sehun <3 and yes at the whole not wanting kai to have any of this!! <3
Sehun leans down and kisses him, a light touch of lips to lips, as fluttering and ephemeral as a butterfly.
tiny kisses that seem to leave marks that tingle long after he’s moved on, and this, Jongin thinks, is tombé, the act of falling
so pretty *______*
And Jongin could live with Kai having everything else, but this moment, here and now… he can’t have this.
damn right he can't <3
So in a lot of ways, ballet is Jongin’s first love.
If ballet is Jongin’s first love, then Oh Sehun is Jongin’s second, even bigger love.
ahhhhhh i love this a lot a lot a lot
Jongin looks up at Sehun like Sehun is the heavens, and Sehun looks down at him like he’s the earth, and Jongin spins in fouetté en tournant, and they go round and round each other in a dance that Jongin thinks is better than any choreo he’s ever been taught.
AND THIS CRYING UGH I LOVE EVERYTHING I JUST WANT TO C/P IT ALL IN HERE (like i haven't already been doing that um >__>)
“You,” Jongin says, and Kai lurks at the edges of Jongin’s vision but Jongin doesn’t want to share, “make me want to stay.”
;~~~~~~;
Jongin wants to say ‘I love you’ in every way, all by himself.
oh jongin a;lskdjgalsdg T___T
Sometimes Jongin’s not sure who Sehun likes better, Jongin or Kai.
Fact: Most of the time, Jongin is pretty sure the one Sehun likes better is him, although, in the end, it’s hard to say.
;ALSKJDG UGH I CAN'T T_____T