“He sees the lens and he’s back inside his tortoise shell faster than you can say ‘social skills.’”
LOL chanyeol XD
There’s a faint touch to Jongin’s wrist, and Jongin follows fingers to an arm to a neck, and Sehun is looking at him with steady eyes
a;lskjdgaksdg i love all their like quiet touches throughout the fic ugh it's beautiful T___T
Sehun is like a classical piece that swells from grave to moderato, quickening at just the right places for Jongin to keep his balance or change his leading foot, and Jongin loves the way he fits so easily into Sehun’s tempo.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
He wants to shift closer, but he doesn’t. Jongin is only fifteen, but his heart skips a beat, breaking time.
crying
This is another way in which Kai bears Jongin’s burdens, and another way Jongin wonders if he’d even survive without Kai.
alksjdglaksdg you can you CAAAN sobs this is painful :(
“Everything you do is graceful,” Jongin says, and thinks about Sehun’s hands pushing back through his hair, or the casual turn of Sehun’s body as he leans over to whisper in Lu Han’s ear.
ugh i love this so much also just the image of him practicing ballet and sehun watching and then kai teaching him yessss and all the touching and
“Am I a ballet dancer, now?” Sehun asks, laughter tickling at the edges of the question, and Jongin can’t catch his breath.
“Not quite,” Jongin says, and Sehun sticks out his tongue before following it up with a grin.
sobs so cute :(
and then kai creeping back up and telling him to get closer but jongin isn't kai and he can't do it and ahhhh T___T
Kai would have been braver, Jongin thinks.
T___T
And it’s Jongin that Sehun smiles at later, over dinner, and Jongin who looks down at his rice feeling warm and pleased.
guh <3
It’s cowardly, but Jongin doesn’t know what he can do about it anyway. It’s not like he has a choice.
sobs idek how to put all my feelings into words but this little section just hurts in all the right ways like T____T
Sehun puts one of his hands on top of Jongin’s. “So come home and sleep. We have rehearsal tomorrow.”
Sehun’s hand is reassuring and warm.
a;slkdjga;lskjdglaksjdgklsdg sehun is precious :(
he can see Kai, too. Just… waiting.
UGH FRIGHTENING T___T
also hehehe at the beyblade reference :D <3
“You’re just supposed to be yourself,” Sungmin says, after a moment, but he doesn’t meet Kai’s eyes.
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LOL chanyeol XD
There’s a faint touch to Jongin’s wrist, and Jongin follows fingers to an arm to a neck, and Sehun is looking at him with steady eyes
a;lskjdgaksdg i love all their like quiet touches throughout the fic ugh it's beautiful T___T
Sehun is like a classical piece that swells from grave to moderato, quickening at just the right places for Jongin to keep his balance or change his leading foot, and Jongin loves the way he fits so easily into Sehun’s tempo.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
He wants to shift closer, but he doesn’t. Jongin is only fifteen, but his heart skips a beat, breaking time.
crying
This is another way in which Kai bears Jongin’s burdens, and another way Jongin wonders if he’d even survive without Kai.
alksjdglaksdg you can you CAAAN sobs this is painful :(
“Everything you do is graceful,” Jongin says, and thinks about Sehun’s hands pushing back through his hair, or the casual turn of Sehun’s body as he leans over to whisper in Lu Han’s ear.
ugh i love this so much also just the image of him practicing ballet and sehun watching and then kai teaching him yessss and all the touching and
“Am I a ballet dancer, now?” Sehun asks, laughter tickling at the edges of the question, and Jongin can’t catch his breath.
“Not quite,” Jongin says, and Sehun sticks out his tongue before following it up with a grin.
sobs so cute :(
and then kai creeping back up and telling him to get closer but jongin isn't kai and he can't do it and ahhhh T___T
Kai would have been braver, Jongin thinks.
T___T
And it’s Jongin that Sehun smiles at later, over dinner, and Jongin who looks down at his rice feeling warm and pleased.
guh <3
It’s cowardly, but Jongin doesn’t know what he can do about it anyway. It’s not like he has a choice.
sobs idek how to put all my feelings into words but this little section just hurts in all the right ways like T____T
Sehun puts one of his hands on top of Jongin’s. “So come home and sleep. We have rehearsal tomorrow.”
Sehun’s hand is reassuring and warm.
a;slkdjga;lskjdglaksjdgklsdg sehun is precious :(
he can see Kai, too. Just… waiting.
UGH FRIGHTENING T___T
also hehehe at the beyblade reference :D <3
“You’re just supposed to be yourself,” Sungmin says, after a moment, but he doesn’t meet Kai’s eyes.
this is just so sad T_____T