i honestly don't know what to say. now you can catch your breath, it seems like i haven't yet. the details you've put into this are simply wonderful and i'm honest to god jealous of your talent. this is by far the best exo fanfic i've read, even. i'm just gonna shower you with compliments, sorry, lol, because i enjoyed this so much. jongin's struggles with kai and finally coming to terms with it, knowing he doesn't have to be one or the other but can be both, can be himself, is just amazing. his relationship with sehun- i love them so much and this fic has made me appreciate them even more. this all just feels like word vomit right now because i can't seem to say what i want to and i'm just like LEJKTHGG;WB;HFBEashdfbghkjl;edbwnjkomg ;A; this is just a masterpiece in my opinion and i just really want to thank you for writing this!