i am just...speechless mostly and in love with this fic and the entire duality behind jongin's existence and the ending is completely perfect and just wow. i am sorry that my comment is going to be a big hot mess but i really don't know what to say because this was just literally perfect.

shit i don't know what to say lol except perhaps that you are brilliant and your word usages is phenomenal, like everything you say and write just flows perfectly and the dialogue is spectacular and realistic. and i love how you use descriptions to not only help make everything that much more detailed but you use them as like a second form of dialogue that keeps the reader so engrossed in everything. it's just perfect. and the build-up between sehun and jongin/kai was also amazing like jesus christ.

just going to sit over here and sob to myself tyvm.