It’s that Kai is a better entertainer, on stage and off, and Jongin is hiding from monsters under his blankets in the dark.
ajsdlkfjalwkejral;ka oh, my heart
What do you know about the taste of dishwater,” Jongin replies, and Sehun scrunches his face up at him, and Jongin taps Sehun’s nose with the rounded side of the spoon and tries not to melt.
so CUTE i could scream
AND THEN
Jongin notices that Sehun is staring at him; he’s not sure if Kai notices, because Kai doesn’t acknowledge it. Kai just sets his coffee down, and adds a bit of sugar.
WITH SUHO. JUST TAKING IT IN STRIDE BECAUSE HE THINKS THEY'RE THE SAME BUT SEHUN
smoothing Sehun’s mouth with his thumb. Sehun shivers, breath hitching, and Kai’s heart, or Jongin’s, maybe, skips a beat; brisé.
just oh my god
he sees Sehun, staring at him intently with doe-eyes, and now he’s wide awake.
Kai trembles beneath Jongin’s skin as Jongin returns Sehun’s stare. And yes, in this, Jongin and Kai are alike.
ajsldjlafkjsjdlkf no more words. yes. okay. okay i'll take it. for now.
Then Sehun looks at him from across the stage, and Jongin wonders if he’s lying to himself.
i'm... at a loss at what to do with my hands and my face and everything right now because i can't express everything i feel SJDLKFJLKSJDLKFJ
100,000W ON SPARTACUS JONGIN YOU ARE A WONDERFUL BEING.
Kai would find a way to clutch hold of Sehun’s hand and slide it a little higher up the thigh. Kai would lean his head on Sehun’s shoulder and…
But Kai is strangely silent.
T________T
Jongin loves that Sehun is so wrapped up in it, because Jongin is ballet is Jongin.
um. YES. just yes. everything about this yes really. actually i'm curious does kai do ballet? or not, is that just jongin's thing.
“I like happy endings,” Sehun says, voice hoarse.
“Me too,” Jongin says, then walks into his bedroom, closing the door quietly behind him. “Sometimes.”
oh no T_____________T
and wow, your reference... just. In the end, it’s worth it, because at least, as you went down in flames, you were doing something you loved. all the tears and heartache and all the TRUTH, ever. brilliant.
can i just say i loved your description of indie movies and the fact that luhan likes them because it had me laughing to myself
and Kai looks up and meets his stare, which is something Jongin can’t do anymore, because he’s afraid Sehun will see all the want in his eyes.
scream T____ T <3
OH Okay so never mind the question about kai doing ballet. wow that's not fair. kai is really... just... taking over. everything. ajslkfdjalksd
“Just like that,” Kai says, and Jongin watches and feels and loves.
At the end of the kinds of films Lu Han likes to watch, the main guy never gets the girl, and maybe that’s just another reason Jongin can’t bring himself to regret Kai.
my heart is already a blubbering shattering mess so nbd nbd really but this part KILLED
fourth position ilovethissomuch so much that i can't even type properly anymore and my mac just corrected my spelling like 5 times within 10 words idek
no subject
ajsdlkfjalwkejral;ka oh, my heart
What do you know about the taste of dishwater,” Jongin replies, and Sehun scrunches his face up at him, and Jongin taps Sehun’s nose with the rounded side of the spoon and tries not to melt.
so CUTE i could scream
AND THEN
Jongin notices that Sehun is staring at him; he’s not sure if Kai notices, because Kai doesn’t acknowledge it. Kai just sets his coffee down, and adds a bit of sugar.
WITH SUHO. JUST TAKING IT IN STRIDE BECAUSE HE THINKS THEY'RE THE SAME BUT SEHUN
smoothing Sehun’s mouth with his thumb. Sehun shivers, breath hitching, and Kai’s heart, or Jongin’s, maybe, skips a beat; brisé.
just oh my god
he sees Sehun, staring at him intently with doe-eyes, and now he’s wide awake.
Kai trembles beneath Jongin’s skin as Jongin returns Sehun’s stare. And yes, in this, Jongin and Kai are alike.
ajsldjlafkjsjdlkf no more words. yes. okay. okay i'll take it. for now.
Then Sehun looks at him from across the stage, and Jongin wonders if he’s lying to himself.
i'm... at a loss at what to do with my hands and my face and everything right now because i can't express everything i feel SJDLKFJLKSJDLKFJ
100,000W ON SPARTACUS JONGIN YOU ARE A WONDERFUL BEING.
Kai would find a way to clutch hold of Sehun’s hand and slide it a little higher up the thigh. Kai would lean his head on Sehun’s shoulder and…
But Kai is strangely silent.
T________T
Jongin loves that Sehun is so wrapped up in it, because Jongin is ballet is Jongin.
um. YES. just yes. everything about this yes really. actually i'm curious does kai do ballet? or not, is that just jongin's thing.
“I like happy endings,” Sehun says, voice hoarse.
“Me too,” Jongin says, then walks into his bedroom, closing the door quietly behind him. “Sometimes.”
oh no T_____________T
and wow, your reference... just. In the end, it’s worth it, because at least, as you went down in flames, you were doing something you loved. all the tears and heartache and all the TRUTH, ever. brilliant.
can i just say i loved your description of indie movies and the fact that luhan likes them because it had me laughing to myself
and Kai looks up and meets his stare, which is something Jongin can’t do anymore, because he’s afraid Sehun will see all the want in his eyes.
scream T____ T <3
OH Okay so never mind the question about kai doing ballet. wow that's not fair. kai is really... just... taking over. everything. ajslkfdjalksd
“Just like that,” Kai says, and Jongin watches and feels and loves.
At the end of the kinds of films Lu Han likes to watch, the main guy never gets the girl, and maybe that’s just another reason Jongin can’t bring himself to regret Kai.
my heart is already a blubbering shattering mess so nbd nbd really but this part KILLED
fourth position ilovethissomuch so much that i can't even type properly anymore and my mac just corrected my spelling like 5 times within 10 words idek